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well it was about 9 oclock p.m. wheen i was ready for my mom to give me a ride. i sat their waiting for her to get up and take me. As im sitting down, she starts making comments about how im sitting, like a "turkey" with my shoulder back, and like a hunchback... aww man i cant finish this.. its to hard. ill finish later.

Mood: i went from fun/happy/upset in 12  minutes

Listining to: nothing

Watching: nothing

*This entry was written June 11, 2007 at 12:00 p.m. and not published until june 12, 2007

So Tonight well i was at walmart with two friends, Me and one of my other friends got into an arument. It was a lame one to aha. First she started out by saying how nice i looked. Then i started talking a stain on my jacket. and that i didnt look that nice. So for some reason she flipped out and started saying fine then ill say you look like shit. then she said it again"YOU LOOK LIKE SHIT". so i yelled back and said somthings, i really dont remember what i said, then she said somthings. Then after she was done yelling at me she tells me she was just playing. This got me mad because whenever i pretend to be mad at her and tell her that i was just playing she starts crying and we end up arguing more.

So i told her that. She says your right its not okay for me to do that. So then we start leaving walmart and i tell her you can atleast be happy and walk with us. and she says i am happy, as we keeped walking i told her you are not happy why are you lieing. (I knew she wasnt because when we walked into walmart she was skipping and being loud and funny & when where leaving shes walking ahead all quite.) so then i said YOUR NOT HAPPY. so this continues untill we get to the cash register and i decide to let her know how shes acting. I tell her "you walking like this". I guess i started walking like a penguien with some dumb look on my face. Everyone started looking at me. I was embarresed. Then she says "oh your walking like me? i guess your walking like an idiot" and i turn around and say sure am. EVERYONE WAS LOOKING AT ME STILL. so i just stayed walking out of walmart. Then in the parking lot i say "i dont wanna be your friend anymore" she said oh. fine take me home. So the drive to take her home we argued about not being friends anymore.

So we drop her off and go to my house. As i stayed pondering for 6 mintues i decided to call her and say sorry. I call her. I tell her that i was sorry for being a d*ck and that it was my fault and i never wanna looz her as a friend. she says "I was being a jerk and im sorry to."So i decided to ask her to starbucks.. she says okayyy. so we go to pick her up and she hopes in the cedes and we give eachother a hug. So we walk in starbucks and shes gets a GREEN TEA MINT FRAPP & i order  DOUBLE CHOCOLATE CHIP FRAPP. and we where happy and friends again.

what a nnight.

"Give others freedom to be themselves. Appreciate the differences between their ways an yours."

me and breannas friendship will never die, it might be a bumby road, but a smoother one in the long run. this picture goes to show that.

THE END :D

Mood: Upset

Listining to: crash and burn (thats how i feel about these shows)

Watching: Hidden Palms trailer

Well I turned on the television today... I was like okayy lets see what is there to watch. I was like nothing wtf. T.V. is going down the drainnn im like wow. I miss turning on HBO and watching a new suspensful episode of The Sopranoes. That show has gone down the drain. Its so boring now. Thats pretty much the reason why my family had HBO. Needless to say i have seasons 2 and 3 on DVD. Seasons one and two where great. Just about every episode somone was getting "wacked" and the show was good. You got to see Tony kill and gamble and plan with the mafia and then got to see him go home and be a dad. Tonys mom on season 1 was awsome. she was so funny. Then on season 2 making a couple scenes in the movie. THEN ON SEASON 3 I THINK SHE DIES! wtf is that. They had her gone wayyy to early. Then the trouble starts between tony and carmela. Well whatever im not gonna get into it. You just have to watch it yourself. But i miss the old sopranos i wish they would of made the rest of the seasons like the first 2. I know it sounds boring but i love mafia movies.

So then this got me questioning... The O.C. this show was canceled why. I remeber everynight watching that show. and then marissa had to die in a lame retarded death. these shows dont know how to end seasons. i guess it was sad for that time being. but wtf lames. I can still watch seans 1-3 over and over again. wtf is happening to all my old shows. DAWSENS CREEK LOL YES I WATCHED IT, THE O.C. SOPRANOS, OH AND BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER. reality show are alright but hard to get into. Its real life which is always better but whatever. i just want my old show back. IM A T.V. FREAK BUT I HAVE NOTHING TO WATCH. Hidden palms better be good as hell cuz im hella tired of shows crashing and burning. GRR.

well im done ranting about these shows. tell me what you think, agree or disagree? dont hate on my opinions, if you loved how the shows ended that awsome. Im glad somone did.

i will miss these shows:

Mood: Full of emotions

Listining to: Imagine by the beetles

Watching: nothing

I knew when I woke up this was going to be a very exciting day. Hell I knew two weeks before this day that this was going to be one of the most important days in my life. The morning I woke up I was feeling a bunch of different emotions at once. I was excited, anxious, nervous, worried, but I knew in the end that I wouldnt change it for the world.

As I sat waiting for my friend  in my dress cloths, I started thinking about all of your memories. Memories that wouldnt be left behind, I started remembering the days as freshman, when i first set out on this new, high end world of socialism. As a freshman i came into highschool thinking i was the shit. After the first day i knew it was not going to be like that. I remember going to lunch with the upperclassmen, in there new hot cars, and thinking how cool I was. How cool was I, driving to lunch with the juniors and seniors. As a freshman i felt important with the seniors, i felt like one of the big guys, As time moved on in highschool and sophmore year came around, that sense of being the shit came back. Oh cool was i, this was my second year here and i could now talk about the freshmen as if i was never one. Sohpmore year was a big change, more partys, crazy partys, aha good times, as junior year rolled along me and my friends drifted apart from one another, we went our seperate ways. i say they changed. in the sense that when my friend chris got his car he became stuck up a little. So i split from them. I beacame friends with someone i never thought i would. Jalima, it was like a new weird friendship. She was black and loud and im mexican and lookin white kid whos not loud. But we became good friends, Me and jalima go to lunch everyday 2nd semester our junior year. BUT then came senior year. We all change, its like lifes just takes us along with it and the unexpected happends. I split from jalima and it was hard.I met my new friends staice, chris, jason, jared, and alyssa and breanna, and we instantly became a tight little group. Jalima i think was jelouse, actually jalima and stacie almost got into a fight in english class. I didnt know which way to go. i guess i sorta chose stacie over jalima, but i remember the times jalima would stick up for me, like when jalima old best friend timura started some drama with me.. jalima ended that friend ship and was about to beat timura up. so when i chose stacie i think that really hurt jalima. But as soon as i started hanging out with stacie, my lil wonderbread girl, life came at me, i matured, changed my style a little, it was weird, instead of partys and drinking it was bonfires and drinking, going to the beach all the time. senior year was a blast, but i lost alot of friends, and i sit here thinking... did they change? or did i?

All this went through my mind as i stayed waiting for stacie to pick me up for graduation. (my parents would of taken me but seniors had to be there 2 hours earlier in case your wondering).

So we stayed inline in alphabetical order in the gym for 2 whole hours. It was hard to think of the memories of highschool, people changting, stomping, screaming, the atmosphere was exciting. At this moment i was veryyyy happy. after two hours we finally started to walk out the the football field where the cermoney was being held. in pairs we took our seats. we sat down and herd about 12 speehes, this was very boring and i just wanted to get my diploma. FINALLY, they started calling us to the stage to get our diplomas (this didnt take long because only 115 seniors graduated out of 397). As i got called up i was shaking with excitement, i recieved my diploma and sat back down. when everyone was finished we decided to surf crowd my friend julio. (hes like 3 feet tall lol). after that it was time to sing our alma matter or whatever. But none of us new that so we decided to say in excitement; we fly high no lie you now this BALLIN. we then we dismissed to go do whatever with our family, this includes pictures and the whole deal with friends and family. i ran to stacie and hugged her. We both said at the same time (which was weird) WE DID IT! we where free, whats next, where will life take us?

and the question: where will life take us?

I learned: dont let life take you, take life with you